THIS REALLY IS NOT KANSAS – IAM NO WIZARD
I woke up in a daze, lost and confused. As I try to type, I did deep into myself, my thoughts, my rationalisations, searching I am, trying to find…what I need right now. The tears flow constantly, and the gaps are growing even wider, part of me has gone missing. This feels out of control. It was perfect or so it seemed. Big bright smiles, passionate kisses for the public eyes, but behind closed doors…it ached. Not alone but lonely.