I believe in freedom, I believe in a God that created everything the way it should be at all times. I believe in happiness, joys, smiles and things that feel good. I believe that we are incomplete beings…broken up God spirit, and therefore we need to find ‘feel good’ in other things for us to even ‘function’ minimally. I believe that the fact that so many people are un-free, due to a force intent on causing discord and unhappiness is what is the the other side of this fight…evil.
Good and bad never needs to fight in order to survive, they create balance…everything is good even if it is bad, good is simply a happier place to be. If everyone were allowed their ‘feel good’ or happy, then everything is good.
Since time immemorial there have been influences that have caused great travesty throughout the history of humanity in particular. Every single decade, era, empire, civilization, culture etc have had some serious wars being fought and won, in the same way internally every day, every year, over and over again we fight internally with ourselves. Who wins is what determines where things go. In summary, there are 2 sides, evil and good, black and white, these will always oppose each other, who decide who wins is you and me, as our actions, our beliefs and how we live our lives will swing pendulums inside ourselves, inside our families, our communities, over government, our country, our world.
Got this comment on the blog in response to the piece: The vacuum that nature hates: Grass Roots activism
“To all gays and those who feel like they want to be. A 100 years from now you will be the same, bowing to your slave masters like your ancestors did in the past begging for a space in time to be seen and get fucked in your asses. And your kids and your kids kids will have the same faith that is why extremist groups exist we balance the mistake that you are and now is a time for you to experience full ethnic cleansing of your type we are of many military, teachers, chefs, doctors, police, street sweeper and this list “WILL GO ON”. WE ARE DONE WITH THE SHIT THAT YOU ALL ARE this is a war that your ancestors fought but never won because you kids are living the lifestyle of the enemy and it will never end no matter how much freedom you get from this government its we who will have the last say and now we say THE WAR IS ON.”
The commenter Evil Head; Email:
a) ‘To all the gays and those who feel they want to be –
Apparently the Mr. Evil (I will refer to the person/idea behind the post as Mr. Evil) does not only have an issue with gays, she/he/it (from now on ‘shi’) has an issue with anyone who believes/thinks or feel they should just be. I agree this is an evil concept, the idea of not being, even though you exist.
b) ‘A 100 years from now you will be the same, bowing to your slave masters –
Slavery has existed for a looong time, and still exists, just in a more sophisticated way, perhaps as life grows, mechanisms have to evolve to deal with the changing times, as pendulums swing. Slavery which wikipedia describes as ‘a system under which people are treated as property to be bought and sold, and are forced to work’ has existed since time immemorial and will continue to exist as the market for work and wealth exists. Inadvertently, let us assume that Mr. Evil is referring to negro slaves from Africa, and only because black slaves were the only race that were able to survive the horrors of slavery even after making a helluva long trip across the Atlantic in less than accommodateable (my new word) conditions, but not before we remind SHI that SHI could also be the ‘ancestors bowing to slave masters’ to which he referred, white people were slaves too but too weak apparently to stand up to very hard work and conditions which built up a strong sense of spirit, almost all other races were slaves, as the market for work and wealth kept growing as was expected or unexpected from the development that was happening. Really, we have all been slaves and will continue to be slaves bowing to masters, sorry to break it to you, Mr. Evil.
b.1) ‘like your ancestors did in the past begging for a space in time to be seen and get fucked in your asses’ –
Mr. Evil this is a low blow, particularly the part about getting fucked in our asses. Yes, we know that one of the strongest and most sadistic methods of dominance and control is rape, a system that was used during slavery to own, break and control men and women (and since Blacks were the only race strong enough to survive this onslaught, I am thinking of Black women and men), we know that your ancestors (I assume you are seeing yourself as ancestrally linked to whites, who were the masters as is perceived in you mind) used to rape our women’s vaginas and asses, as well as our strong black men’s asses. We know you fucked ass and practiced other forms of homosexuality. Perhaps, I think a reason why you may detest its expression outside of control and the demoncy (another new word…the system of demon-ization -_- ), it ought to be foreign to you, that people may have the potential to fuck in and get fucked in the ass and enjoy it….selfish and sadistic much…tsk. YOUR ANCESTORS FUCKED ASS, MR. EVIL
C. ‘And your kids and your kids kids will have the same faith’
This is your most inaccurate statement. Turn on your television, there has been a black man in the White House, with an intelligent, educated wife and two (2) beautiful daughters, they are not cleaning Massa mansion, they are not being your whores, or your handyman, they have been governing the affairs of the same nation that housed and demented their ancestors of black Kings and Queens taken from Africa. Mr. Obama has tried to steer clear of the fate of our ancestral males, as breeders responsible for populating the plantations and not forming families, Barack Obama and Michelle Robinson were married at 31 an 28 year old respectively and waited 4 years to have their first child, as they were intent on swinging some pendulums, and making changes. If no one else has broken that cycle, The Obamas have broken that one…kids of kids having the same faith…sorry, this one is empty.
EXTREMIST GROUPS AND WAR
As the process of change happens and as we get closer to what my God intended for humanity, there are factions that refuse to change, and that like spoilt only children, feel like they should have things the way they have had it all along. I call them brats, Mr. Evil calls them extremists. Change is beautiful and perhaps the most natural of all life events. Everything must change, as we are in constant movement and what doesn’t move and doesn’t change, by extension is DEAD. For me, the reasoning is so simple that I have never appreciated the sentiments of most people toward change, the fear, apprehension, nervousness with doing something new. I get excited and oftentimes despite the rush of my blood and the fear which I interpret to be adrenaline, I plunge deep into change, only for this I can say I have lived a few lifetimes. Change is natural, and is interdependent on other changes such as environmental, political, social, economical, personal, it must come.
I agree fully this is a war, as a matter of fact..there are so many wars going on right now…I am not so sure which of the wars require our full attention. There is a war with rapists; child molesters; abortion; broken marriages; General Motors; Presidency of the USA; failing politicians; party promoters and the 2am lock off times; Justin Beiber and his hair; Kanye, Amber, Whiz and Kim; Portia and Usain (what the raas was up with that kiss..*gasp*); oil prices; renewable energy; HIV; poverty; homelessness and I could go on and on, without starting to mention the personal and internal wars we fight when we are at a crossroad and need to decide whether to swing our pendulums, to the left or the right, the black or the white.
and I repeat:
Who wins is what determines where things go. In summary, there are 2 sides, evil and good, black and white, these will always oppose each other, who decide who wins is you and me, as our actions, our beliefs and how we live our lives will swing pendulums inside ourselves, inside our families, our communities, over government, our country, our world.
We all each swing one pendulum. We need swinging unison. Are you swinging left or right, you must decide.
This is how I swing:
and I repeat:
I believe in freedom, I believe in a God that created everything the way it should be at all times. I believe in happiness, joys, smiles and things that feel good. I believe that we are incomplete beings…broken up God spirit, and therefore we need to find ‘feel good’ in other things for us to even function minimally. I believe that the fact that so many people are un-free, due to a force intent on causing discord and unhappiness is what is the the other side of this fight…evil.
TO EXTREMIST AND WAR MONGERS:
I PRAY THAT YOU WILL FIND PERSONAL HAPPINESS SO STRONG THAT WILL FILL THAT EMPTINESS YOU HAVE INSIDE OF YOU, AND ADJUST YOUR FEAR OF CHANGE AND GETTING TO A PLACE WHERE YOU BELIEVE THAT YOU ARE TRULY DIVINE AND THAT YOUR DIVINITY CANNOT BE THREATENED BY ANYTHING YOU ARE NOT. I PRAY YOU PEACE AND RECOGNITION OF SELF.
The weakest links are the ones who refuse to change, because change is inevitable and anything that can’t bend will be broken’